Should I send my old middle-school best friend a Facebook friend request?
So I finally found my old best friend's FB page. Every once in a while I like to look up people I used to know. For some reason, this guy never came up whenever I searched him before. We were like brothers from grade 6 until I moved away at the end of 8th grade. I have always wondered what happened to him. I found him yesterday and I was going to send him a friend request, but then I started reading his posts.
We were both Dungeons & Dragons nerds and outcasts back then, but the guy is now a neurotic, fragile mess of a pothead, unemployed, lives with roommates, is into all these weird fringe-geek activities, whines all the time about his plight, and just is, in general, a shambolic wreck. He's in his 40s and he's still living the life of someone in their early 20s with absolutely no direction or motivation.
My responsible, married-with-kids suburban lifestyle is totally different from his and I decided reconnecting would just be awkward and upsetting for both of us. I don't want to judge the guy, but his lifestyle and attitude seem toxic and I would not want to be exposed to that, even at a distance online.
Am I being a jerk? Would you friend this guy if you were in my shoes?