When I am over 65 years old and retired, with a successful pension, nothing will matter. Right?

As in - I can enjoy life, no one will place me under ANY sort of active moral or other SCRUTINY, people won't care too much what I think, do, say as long as it isn't OBVIOUS on the wrong side and I like to think I can just be calm and normal enough to not wrongly tip the scales over like a mental equivalent of looking where I am going.

I won't get shouted at by my boss at work as I will be retired. I won't get into any strong arguments with anyone over any issues. (As long as I don't actively endorse violence etc, and if I doubt something, nothing bad will happen, right, I mean - you can't be prosecuted for THOUGHTS ALONE let alone for NEUTRALITY, or maybe you can to a degree by say Karma Police (like in that Radiohead song) but even then...) And you know what? That is fine by me.

Its time to really let go off a lot of life's difficulties, uncertainties, harsh truths, grayness, problems, people forcing others to take SIDES, hypocrisy... I won't even bother unless REALLY up to it to take any radical measures, and even then, I am sure it would work out peacefully one way or another. I can get my friends and my family to help if boss gets mad at me ANYWHERE but even then... And no I will never take it, but hey, I am NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL. BUT I also wish more people in life can allow me to be myself and live how I want it.

Watch whatever FILMS I like and appreciate. Play GAMES that I enjoy and devote time AND money to it so I also get QUALITY products. Not worry about law AND morality. QUESTION some or other even DISTURBING things but not have people preach back and get mad at me but EXPLAIN certain say stereotypes even if they DO disagree with them and find them 'offensive' - and that is human nature even if it is "socially" unacceptable - and with penalties at times at least to boot. And not FEAR ANY accusations even of a milder "troll" variety.

And all people have had it in them all their lives - let's no deny it and deadly seriously play "innocent", thank you.

Anyways, that's me, and I am 37 soon to be 38 anyways.

And in MOVIES especially, I can explore anything even through obvious ways but look at OTHER matters such as what the film OVERALL is saying, not just one scene or one bothering subject that we know is what it is, and if I don't have or WANT to only reference it with mere "ooh disgust" - I DO NOT HAVE TO, thank you. :)