I may be in cognitive decline

Thanks, I do to, I probably need to get my social life back? Argue, debate, engage with friends, plan things. My friends most likely won't be as available for such as most of us became parents in recent year and going out became a thing of the past. Maybe I need to join a church or a cult (jk), don't think I can really be religious but, there must be something

Everyday I wake him up, dress, feed and drive him to school, later also pick him up, we casually go to the park to play and after that I give him dinner. The mom basically makes the food and reads the bed time story (sometimes I do that too).

I don't see this as problem/burden, I rather enjoy waking up my baby boy, watching him smile and drive him to school singing. It's not something I demand her do because her work hours simply does not allow it.

The exception to the routine would be Saturday morning when I go surfing, sometimes alone. But I sense this is a problem to her, in fact, she started a conflict today because of it. Feel like she's like this with everything I endeavor into, it's always a struggle. I don't mean to bitch about it, but writing it down makes me realize how hard she makes things for me

She does take breaks, in fact I encourage that, just this last Friday she was out till 4am

Yes my wife, although we're not married, and yes I feel pretty much transparent and weightless to her atm

Friends complain about the same, but especially the massive decline in sex, not exactly the lack of interest. I'm stoic enough to deal with the frustration of not being able to control other people's feelings, but it really bothers me to think there isn't a hard will on her side to make this work.

We both grew without one of the parents, I grew up without a father, she grew. Up without a mother, I think we both owe the kid the complete unity of the family. It's such an easy path for me to follow , unfortunately I may be alone in that road