Creeper effect

As I watched this movie I didn't realize how much it was going to stay with me and get me thinking for hours afterwards. It's been two days, and this morning I woke up and thought about how this movie reminded me of some scenes from my youth. Back when we're young, fresh, and crazy and running with even crazier so-called "friends", we seemingly had nothing to lose. We enabled each other to take massive amounts of drugs and lose our egos (well at least I did:-). In that state of mind, with hardly any regard for others, we were a lot like the characters in this movie when they're "doubled". Depravity, debauchery, and belligerent behavior just seemed like a right of passage. We can metaphorically kill our old selves over and over, and reinvent everything the next day. We're young so we have all the opportunity and time in the world to recover again. Years later as an adult, I feel like such a jerk for ever acting that way. This movie really helped me with that self reflection.