"This is not me sir"


I've seen this movie three times now, and there's one bit that I just don't get.

When Simon is thrown out of the party, he sees the Colonel and his boss having their photo taken and shouts "This is not me, this is not me sir!". But why does he say this? This is before James has entered the film, so it looks like he's shouting it for no reason. Sorry if I'm being an idiot, but please can somebody explain this to me?
Thanks a lot

Here's the clip from the trailer: http://youtu.be/XG8qATRtNuU?t=1m50s

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You're not alone in your wondering. I came here with the same question.

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This is one of the most ambiguous sequences in the film. As you said, this happens right before the doppelganger James enters the film. Since the basic theme of "The Double" is about the search for identity, with Simon being completely disconnected from the world he lives in, and any conscious sense of himself (the other characters, except Hannah, seem to not worry about their lives, not including, of course, the ones jumping off of buildings). It seems to me that Simon's bursting out with "This is not me sir" could be the first external cracking of his personality, the beginnings of him splitting into two identities - it's kind of like a foreshadowing of "the shadow", who soon appears as James. This is the beginning of the process of Simon attempting, unconsciously, to become "unique" (as stated at the end of the film). This is how it seemed to me, but I'm sure it can be interpreted differently by others. One of the things about a film like this is that it can be seen in as many different ways as there are different viewers.

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It's been a while since I saw it so I'm not 100% familiar, but the party scene in the novel was pretty much where we first got the idea that there is second personality that the protagonist is not aware of. He falls out of favour with people due to his behaviour at the party, and of course he is not aware that he was at the party in his "other form". It is only when he starts to realize this second version of himself that he also starts to realise that it was this version who was at the party and behaved in a low manner, and he is keen to let people know that it wasn't "him" at the party but this other person. Of course there is no "other person", it was indeed him, but the other personality of him.

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I think the explanation is simpler than those listed above.

Simon obviously had a very high opinion of the Colonel and was hoping to one day meet him in person and impress him. Then, the Colonel sees him for the first time - while he is getting kicked out of a party! I believe Simon is terribly embarassed and trying to say "This is not who I really am. I am not someone who breaks into parties."

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^ That's how I interpreted it when I saw it.

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Yes, he's saying this is not who I really am.

But it's also a funny foreshadowing that someone else who is really not who he is, is coming.

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The party was mandatory and he wanted his boss to know it wasn't his fault he wasn't there

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Sorry if I'm being an idiot,


That is a different story, same author, but different story. :)

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