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Was it really Sarah at the end?


This was a good movie. Jennifer Connelly is so beautiful. I liked the haunting, surreal quality of the movie, the director captured the time period and circumstances very well. It was very honest and also very sad. The whole thing with Fielding seeing Sarah everywhere bothered me. But as much as I want to think she really was alive at the end, the last time he saw her in the movie, what I got from the movie was that it was all in Fielding's imagination, that she really wasn't there. He was just so traumatized by her death that he was seeing her and truly believed she was alive. Okay, it takes me a while to get movies like this, so no one get upset with me. But does anyone have any thoughts about this or the movie in general?

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I believe that she is dead...just a illusion in his mind...

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I think Sarah is dead but I feel it's better this way she lives on in him instead of him going crazy and trying to look for her
Gosh I really like their first and last scene!

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I haven't read the book, but from the sounds of it she was alive in the book.
However, I believe in the film, that it could defintitely go wither way...BUT I prefer to think of her as dead in the film...only because they didn't go into the "coverup" or more in depth about Sarah and all that...It kinda seems like they did film it very closely to the book, but then edited it out and made it what it now is. The editing was kinda wierd and chopped up in parts which makes it seem like they hacked it up as best as they could "leave it up to the viewer" as to whether she was really alive or dead. Either way though, I absolutely LOVED this movie...it's still haunting me.

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It could go either way. No doubt Fielding was hallucinating at times but there are some scenes that strongly imply its not all in his head. His sister seeing her and and that encounter at the end in his office.

It just didn't seem like it was his imagination. Especially with her speech and how she was trying to lead him to her. Throw in that "dangerous" comment and....?

I think it was her at the end.

The scene where she watches him sleeping from the viewer's perspective is for me the give away...... We the audience, are seeing her as she watches him sleeping. Its just not rational that we're seeing this hallucination while he sleeps from our perspective.


Besides, if they wanted us to keep guessing and baffled then the deleted stuff that strongly suggests her death was a cover up would have been left out.

Its there and someone wanted the viewers to know it was originally in there but cut out. Its just too convient to include the deleted stuff now and assume we're now not suppose to reconsider that her "death" might have been faked.


Makes one wonder why Fielding just didn't launch a investigation into her death with his polictical resources or exhume the body to confirm it was her.

Bue I guess this would have defeated the purpose of the movie.... I think she was alive and paid him one last visit. But she took chances at trying to get his attention.

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What I will say is strictly my opinion,just got back from watching the movie for the 2nd time with my girl,but I 'd like to point out 1 fact: throughout the movie,even at the end, Fielding imagined people being there and talking to him,although they were not really present.And this is why they always disappear after "talking" to him. When he started seeing things and hearing them (I'm referring to Sarah here),Sarah always disappeared just as quickly as she came. But I can hardly imagine that phonecall being his imagination , nor can I imagine him, at the end, spending what was probably hours with a non-existent person ,who he was able to touch and kiss etc...That goes so far beyond a hallucination...the director clearly wanted ambiguity,it's made clear all along,but as far as I've heard, the book makes no secret of the fact that Sarah was alive... Beautiful movie, I want to read the book now!

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After reading the novel and studying the film, it is clear that Sarah faked her death. The film did not tell the political part of her story, and left everything way too ambiguous. I liked it better when I thought she was dead. Having her alive is ridiculous and unbelievable, not to mention cold-hearted of her.

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Maybe someone out there will do a PART TWO? I just finished watching it again tonight, and again it SEEMS Sarah is indeed a figment of Fieldings' imagination. If she is truely alive as the book indicates, the story loses it's aura. It's a beautiful film.

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I agree w/beckley - it was more clear in the novel - he says something along the lines of "I will say this one more time: it was not spirit, it was flesh." I never thought of her as heartless, though - for them each to be who they truly were, any kind of marriage or life together would have been a train wreck.

The book also made it clear, kip, that there wold have been no body to exhume - whoever was in the car was blown to bits, BUT in the book it's made quite clear that one of the refugees who was at the dinner that night was exactly the same size as Sarah, and that Sarah had loaned her some clothes.

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I just finished reading the book and listening to the book on tape. The book and the movie are different at the end.In the book/tape version, Fielding finds out Sarah is alive and he goes back to people around him that knew she was alive.In the movie when Sarah calls Fielding,the viewer has no idea if he is imagining things or talking to a ghost. In the book/tape, Sarah tells Fielding she IS alive and that she had to keep her self hidden. She tells him the other woman that looked like her was killed. She's alive in the end. To be honest.....the movie is better because it leave the door open to interpretation. The book goes into more detail,but the movie is more romantic.

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The problem I had with this story is that if Sarah was really alive, then what she did to Fielding was terribly wrong. I don't care about her ideals and her martyrdom, you don't let someone you "love" believe you are dead. Her death tormented Fielding, never allowed him to be truly happy, to fully love again, even years later when his political goals are coming to fruition. How hypocritical is it of someone to believe they are bettering the world, sacrificing all that is dear to them, to completely obliterate the mind and life of someone whom they supposedly love? Maybe they wouldn't have worked out in 5 years. The love aspect of the story really turned me off when Sarah comes back for one night to further instill a longing in Fielding's heart. I prefer to think of her as in his imagination because she doesn't deserve his love after faking her own death and letting him suffer the consequences.

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My take: Dead.
She began appearing to him after he started to run for Congress. The main difference they as core beings was in their approach to living as political selves. Running for Congress makes him confront his inner self, the unexamined inner ambition he’s had since he was a kid. By having to “face” or confront her in his head—-it’s a “confrontation” because she was of a very different political ilk--he was confronting himself in the mirror she had held up to him in the form of herself as an alternative way for him to think about himself and politics. He was making that really big step into politics and was doubting himself. She had shown him an alternative way of being a political actor, but he had rejected that route. But he hadn’t really embraced following his ambition through to actually being a candidate, an office holder, up tot hat point. He hadn't been put face-to-face with it. He did the prelim stuff of school, coast guard, law school, prosecutor, but not stepping on to the real stage of politics itself. Until then.

The film begins with the scene of him being offered a shot at the office, him looking out in wonder of what to do, who he is…..it begins with him examining himself to see who he really is, what he really wants to do with himself. He pisses the Senator off by not responding right away. We see him haunted by his personal doubts, the tumult about wanting/trying to be a good candidate and also be a good brother, to talk more about his mother in his speeches (recall the scene where his father tells him that). Jennifer represents another quasi-contradiction he has to address in becoming a politician-—another cog (recall the cog discussion). The film ends with him having examined himself, finding the answers to some of the doubts and questions he had about who he was, why go to Congress, why not take her route. But he can only do so after exorcising her, the alternative model of politics, of exorcising his political doubt, personal doubt. The exorcism is complete after that night at his new office, literally and figuratively.

But to address the basic disagreement as spelled out here already:
First off, the movie isn't the book. Whatever was in the book doesn't mean it is the same as in a movie. A film is "based on" a book or other source, but that doesn't mean the whole plot/meanings are kept, or intended to be kept, the same.

Second, maybe there is no "answer." Maybe the director and writer chose to leave it ambiguous not because they had an answer in mind, but that they didn't take a position on it themselves and wanted it to be left for viewers to decide. And whether it was left with or without "an" answer in their minds, leaving it ambiguous means that viewers have to think harder and more about the story, something desirable for multiple reasons in general. In this movie, it particularly forces viewers to think about politics to understand their fates.

They each took a very different approach to living their lives as political lives, with different kinds of sacrifices and becoming different kinds of "cogs" (remember her comment about "cogs"--she became a cog herself but for a different cause and different purpose?) Leaving it ambiguous requires that viewers think about how their political selves have led them to be who they are—for him it’s right in front of your face, with her much less so since she isn’t “present” in any of his memories as she “turned out,” as he we know of him.


But if you want to believe she was real, here's what you have to believe:

He sees/hears/feels her multiple times in multiple places where clearly we are shown it is just his imagination--he looks at someone and they turn into her, etc. Clearly she's not real in those multiple times. When could she possibly be real? In NYC when his sister thinks she sees her, but then says it wasn't her. When he chases "her" through the streets of Chicago, to, conveniently, a church headed by a priest he had met through her. And where is she? The priest comforts him without giving any indication that she was there--still there in the church--or that he knows anything about her. If she was a real woman—-a real person at all—-where did she go? They make it seem clear—-maybe I’m off here—-that the “she” couldn’t have left the church. If she was a real person, but not her, she’d have been screaming about some guy chasing her, or the priest would be calling the cops, etc. Nonesuch thing. If it really was a real person—-and really her—-would he have just broken down with the priest like that, given up his pursuit of her, or someone her believed her to be? Oh, yeah, she just randomly happened to be passing by that bar at that time that he was inn--whoever the woman really was, she clearly was just strolling by.

That after all those years she decides to call him up and says....what? Nothing really. After 8 years of faking her death, she takes the time to call him up to dissuade him from looking for her and she says........nothing.

Let's not forget his very real, very public breakdown right after being elected.

Then you have to believe that she shows up at his DC congressional office (so does live in Chicago or DC or does she travel and decides to go to DC that one night?), on the day he has just moved into it, at some odd nighttime hour when he happens to be there, alone, that she says "you have to stop talking to people about me (approx.)"--how does she know he's been talking about her to anyone other than the priest--maybe him if that? That after being obsessed and heartbroken for 8 years--having become--perhaps--psychotic in his hallucinations--see above that he is for certain hallucinating for certain multiple times--he falls asleep? He doesn't try to take her somewhere other than the carpet floor of his office? Even if she wouldn’t have gone, they don't even show him trying to. Well, you don't try to take a hallucination--in a movie at least--somewhere else (and as a straight male you can imagine what I imagine to be the kind of place I'd like to get Jennifer Connelly alone had I not seen her for 8 years--not a carpet floor). Let alone go somewhere more suited for conversation.

Some halluciantiosn for sure, and then some--really only 1--expereince where it is her, setting aside the extremely fortuitous time/place conditions required for them to come together at that moement, there, on one of the most significant nights of his life--her appearence aside. Nah.

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Personally, I thik Sarah was alive and she really did visit him in his office that night. At the time she supposedly died, they were having problems and I think that even though Sarah did love Feilding she knew that their lives were headed in different directions. Sarah was always an idealist while Feilding wanted to work within the system. I think she believed in her cause and that in the end what she was doing was right and would benefit a nation the same way Feilding thought about entering Congress and associating with many unscrupulous types.

In the end, she decided to fake her death and she rationalized to herself that she would forget about Feilding and he about her, but it didn't work that way. Even though Feilding was legit going insane at the time, there was some truth to his physchosis because she was in fact alive and he did see her on the street. All the other times he was seeing things, but I believe that she did call him on the phone and saw him that night in his office. But that's just my opinion.

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Back then she found that she couldn't live with Fielding due to her illegal actions as well as her strong political beliefs which were too far from his strong political beliefs.

So she chose to disappear in order to continue doing her illegal activities without them influencing his political career. He would never become President with her as his wife. It was a sacrifice.

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Maybe more so than it being a sacrifice for Fielding, it was a sacrifice for her/the churches cause in Chile.

Reason to think it really was Sarah. The priest picking her up knew what she looked like. There is no coincidence in that. So why then did he lie to her about it? The obvious reason for that is they were planning on planting a girl who matched her looks in Chile for the bomb and their meeting was, again, no coincidence, but rather a piece to their elaborate plan. She was as idealistic toward her cause as Fielding was to his, and getting those type of people to sacrifice themselves for their cause is, for lack of a better word, easy.

Reasons to think she wasn't. Fielding was feeling the pressure of family life and the responsibilities thrust upon him by that family. Missing the woman he loved and lost. The election and trying to live up to/keep his values and standards in such an inherently corrupt place. Why wait so long to present herself again? I get the, "longer we're apart the harder it get's side of it," but if she sacrificed herself even partially for him, why would she present herself in the worst possible time for Fielding?

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I've seen the movie many times; the end always leaves me in tears.

All of these are interesting and convincing ideas. I think the beauty of this film, though - and of directorial choices made - is that in the end, it doesn't really matter whether Sarah is alive or not. You can see this in how, in the last voice-over at the very end, as he looks out the window of his new place in life, he has the very same words for her in life or death: "Keep fighting. I love you. May god be with you." Same message, twice, alive or not.

And as impossibly different as they are, as much as their destined paths in life diverge, their stamp has been made upon each other - they'll keep fighting.

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The book is the book.

The movie is the movie.

In the book Sarah is alive, having faked her own death to further the revolutionary cause in Chile, what with the appearance of Chilean agents having murdered an American citizen on American soil too good for her and her allies to pass up.

In the book she also sacrifices her love for Fielding because she comes to realize if he succeeds in getting where he wants to go she will only be a liability to him. This was already becoming obvious in 1974; looking into the future she could see Fielding would never be a Senator or President with her at his side.

That's the BOOK.

The movie has a different take on the story, like it or not.

While the book gives concrete evidence that Sarah is indeed alive and living underground for her own political/religious reasons, the movie does no such thing.

In fact, the visions of Sarah that Fielding has in the movie have strong supernatural components. Despite what some say here, the film does give evidence for a 'ghost' scenario.

Think of the first time Sarah manifests herself to him. He's walking along a well lit snowy Chicago street.........and all of a sudden, without warning the lights go out and................he hears a voice whispering to him from out of the darkness. Sarah's voice. Saying something she had said to him 10 years past. And then the lights come back up and no one is around. If Sarah is really alive how does she pull that off? If he's hallucinating it, since he wasn't even thinking of Sarah at the time how could this be wish fullfillment?

The chase scene ending in the Catholic Church only BEGINS because Sarah lets Fielding see her in the window. Even though she has a head start, she stays just within his sight as she leads him down various snowy streets and alleys and across a park.........straight to a Catholic Church. Fielding is right on her heels yet somehow she completely disappears.

To believe Sarah is only a hallucination is to believe he deluded himself into a mental breakdown and then rescued himself by.........deluding himself out of it.

I'm one of the viewers who choose the scenario for the film that it is Sarah's spirit coming back to save Fielding by 'waking' him from the dead.

From a review I wrote earlier about this film on another web-site:

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A hit at the Sundance Film Festival that year, this Jodie-Foster produced love story then regrettably sank without a trace, until it seems to have made a comeback on cable tv due to a growing cult following.

In the film, political aspirant Fielding Pierce (played by Billy Crudup) loses his first love, Sarah Williams (in an incredible performance by Jennifer Connelly), a revolutionary activist involved in the Chilean Sanctuary Movement of the Catholic Church when she is killed in 1974 in Minneapolis by a car bomb while chaueffering two Chilean dissidents.

The movie shifts back in time between Sarah and Fielding meeting in 1972, falling in love, his losing her tragically in 1974, and then jumping forward 10 years to 1984 as he is being groomed to be a Senator. We see him having to compromise with power brokers and people who want to use him.

The compromises he's making bother him, because he and Sarah both wanted to change the world for the better, but he always wanted to work within the system while she advocated being outside of it.

Fiedling's ambition to rise to the top of the governmental system so as to change it from the top down was in sharp contrast to Sarah's leftist idealism of revolution, which demanded changes by overthrowing that system. They understand this about each other from the very beginning, and it's a joy watching them verbally fence over their ideas even as they fall for each other.

Despite their clashing political idealogies Fielding and Sarah were passionately in love, and he understood how having her viewpoint helped keep him grounded from the temptations of power, even as he attempted to pull her back from the more questionable aspects of the early 1970's counterculture.

But then he lost her. He was grounded with her against the temptations and now he's been cast free, trying to fight them on his own. And it's becoming apparent he's losing this fight.

And now ten years later, just as he starts to prepare for the end of a grueling election run that will put him in the US Senate if he wins, he suddenly begins to see and hear Sarah again - whispering to him on a dark snowy night; running away from him on a Chicago street; calling him on the phone in the middle of the night.

Is his conscience playing tricks on him? Is it her spirit trying to tell him something? Or could she still be alive?

It's a captivating, mesmerizing film, with an ending that is just stunning and that people still debate years later.

The ending of the movie is intentionally left ambiguous by director Keith Gordon. Was it really her? Was she alive all along? Did he hallucinate her? Or because she really was dead, did God, seeing their pain, in a special dispensation of His grace, allow them finally a chance to say goodbye? At least in this life?

Crudup and Connelly's performances are riveting. The magic they had together three years earlier in 'Inventing The Abbotts' doesn't come close to what they create between each other here.

While Connelly is stunning as the beautiful young revolutionary who's memory haunts Fielding, it's Crudup's outstanding job of conveying Pierce's emotional agony to the audience that makes the buildup to the ending reach such a crescendo.
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From a post I made specifically regarding the ending:

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Regarding The Ending

As film critic Roger Ebert points out, the ending as envisioned by director Keith Gordon is purposefully ambiguous. Assuming Sarah really did die in the car bombing, only two options are permissible to explain the film's ending.

1. Fielding hallucinated her.

2. Fielding is visited by her spirit.

Either of those endings 'works' since the premise is that Fielding's (and Sarah's) pain is eased by their finally being able to say goodby to each other. (At least in this life)

However, there is another interpretation that some have ventured, based on some of the things the mysterious Sarah says on that final night she finally shows up in Fielding's apartment 10 years after she supposedly died in the car bombing.

1. She keeps talking about how 'their lives' are different now and how their goals 'in life' have taken them so far apart.

2. She makes a statement about how 'they' told her that over time her longing for Fielding would go away, and how distressed she is because it never has left her.

It has been pointed out that a dead person coming back likely wouldn't speak like this. So for some viewers it's a viable alternative that Sarah, the driven idealist, made the ultimate sacrifice of her love for Fielding by either faking her own death or using the car bombing as a means of faking her death so she could fully pursue her revolutionary ideals. Only she still watches Fielding from afar and still caught up in her longing for him she begins getting too close and ends up finally realizing he needs the closure of a final visit.

Now while it's certainly true in the book that concrete evidence is provided that Sarah is indeed alive and in hiding for political reasons, in the movie all such evidence is absent. In the books Sarah directly tells Fielding it was such a good opportunity to bring down the Allende government in Chile by accusing them of having murdered a young American citizen on American soil that she sacrificed her love for it.

Nothing of such a concrete nature makes it into the film.

Of course you can still make the claim from what is shown in the film that Sarah is alive, but the ache of the ambiguity the audience is left with is because her reasons for doing what she has done in hiding from Fielding and pretending to be dead are never explained.

What about the scenario that Fielding simply hallucinated everything? That his inner conflict over all the compromises he was making awoke the memory of Sarah's pure idealism inside of his heart so strongly that he begins deluding himself into believing he's seeing and hearing her?

This too has some very real problems. These hallucinations work him up into a state so that he is literally melting down. What finally comes to the rescue? ANOTHER HALLUCINATION.

It's simply hard to believe he hallucinated himself into a emotional meltdown, and then hallucinated himself out of it.

I lean towards the interpretation of the film that Sarah really did die, but that it also really is Sarah that appears to Fielding at the end. There is something that is just so supernatural about her first manifestation to Fielding that introduces her return into his life.

He's not even thinking about her, just trudging along a snowbound Chicago street when...............suddenly all the street lights dim. Then he hears a voice from the darkness, Sarah's voice, repeating something she had said to him over 10 years earlier.

As Fielding looks around in bewilderment, instantly recognizing the voice and alarmed, the street lights come back up..........and there is no one around.

But this initial experience happens so abruptly and unexpectedly it's hard to see it as a hallucination or an example of wish fulfillment.

Therefore my interpretation is that it really is Sarah trying to reach Fielding and give him guidance at this crucial time in his life. She can see he's losing his way, losing this fight against the temptations of compromise and it moves her to help him.

Which brings up a valid question. If Sarah died and her spirit is in Heaven, how is she able to suddenly come back to Earth and begin appearing to her true love?

If just anybody could do that, visitations of this sort would be going on all the time. They are in fact rare.

Why would God allow one person to come back for a special event, or several events, but not everyone?

As a general rule, except for dreams that could very well be true visions, people aren't allowed to return from the dead and visit living people. (I am speaking as a Christian here).

But we all know there are exceptions and the Bible does talk about a few of them.

God has, in the past, allowed significant exceptions to the natural circumstances of the world. These things are called 'miracles' and while some are in response to prayer, others are simply God dropping His grace from Heaven onto some unsuspecting soul.

This is what I think is happening to Fielding here. He gets a 'grace bomb' dropped onto him in the form of his true love returning temporarily from heaven to 'wake up' his dead spirit.

Many fans of the film believe THIS is the actual meaning of the film's title; Fielding isn't really 'waking up' Sarah, instead she's coming back to wake HIM up.

I believe at first Sarah is attempting to - while still keeping Fielding at a distance - guide him back from the brink of selling his soul to the system.

In one appearance she makes to him, she lets him get a good look at her in a window, and when he comes, she runs away from him, leading him to follow her down snowy streets and dark alleys until finally guiding him into a Catholic church. We see earlier in the film before she dies that her faith was extremely important to Sarah; it had a lot to do with who she was. Seeing Fielding is losing his way, she has guided him to a place where he can receive help.

While her attempts to remind Fielding of his real ideals of changing the system from within instead of being seduced by it does work, it also causes Fielding an ever increasing amount of emotional agony.

These powerful, re-opened emotional wounds boil over in a scene near the end of the film when Fielding arrives at a dinner at a posh restaurant with family members and then proceeds to have a full-blown meltdown. At the last moment he manages to get control of himself, but it's now apparent he is really in deep, serious trouble spiritually.

Seeing his pain from Heaven, how he is virtually crippling himself with his sense of loss, Sarah arranges one final appearance where she comes as an angel of mercy for a real visit that allows them both to heal their souls and come to grips with the separation they have had to endure, and must continue to endure, at least until they are reunited at some point in the future in Heaven.

The ambiguity of the ending makes it so each interpretation is 'valid' which was director Keith Gordon's intention all along. No matter what you think happened, the ending result is that Fielding is no longer in pain. He can go on with his life, loving Sarah in his heart, never forgetting her, thanking her for reminding him as he assumes power exactly what he wanted it for in the first place, while also looking forward to the day they can be together again at last.

But you have to admit the ending is all the more powerful if it REALLY IS her, her spirit or her herself there with him, instead of him in a room by himself.

As you can see, this film greatly affected me, and I highly recommend it to any who have not seen it.

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I totally agree that the film and book shouldn't be confused. A director worth his salt takes a book as a starting point, and makes something new and different of it, even if he follows the action closely in many ways.

Where I differ though is in the contention that an 'hallucination' can't 'cure' a character of his hallucinatory breakdown. I think that misrepresents quite crudely the director's assumptions about grief and mental processes in general, and the way film-makers use symbolism and imagery to communicate those processes and their key themes. For example, a story that features a 'ghost' visiting a key character doesn't necessarily suggest that the author/ director believes in the possibility of the supernatural as a objective reality. And a character experiencing a mental breakdown doesn't have to behave in accordance with or conform to psychiatric models as they are understood in contemporary medical practice. The fictional world only has to be internally consistent and true to the framework and themes the creator has chosen.

Fielding's breakdown, it seems to me, reflects not only his unresolved grief but his sense of moral conflict over the path he is pursuing. Trying to put actual mental health labels like schizophrenia on it (as some comments have), because that is condition most often associated with hallucinations misses the point (and in any case his kind of hallucinations are not typical of a schizophrenic breakdown). What the hallucinations are is a way of conveying that he has not - cannot, in fact - let go of this woman and her significance in his emotional and moral life. In other words, they are symptomatic of an incomplete grief process that is threatening his hold on reality, and his yearning for Sarah - and that pretty much is all they represent.

And 'process' is the key concept here. The hallucinations don't cause his breakdown, they are signifiers of it. The pressure of the election campaign forces him to confront his loss, and his subconscious begins to recreate the experience of Sarah's physical voice and form. At first these are relatively fleeting, but by the end he fully embraces and realises his ultimate wish fulfilment - that she never actually died. His mind creates a scenario (about the only plausible one consistent with her truly having loved him yet willingly abandoned him) in which her death was faked 'for the good of the cause'. Even though this means she very calculatingly chose the 'cause' over him, it would mean she was still alive and creates the possibility of her returning to him. That his mind is working towards this is shown in the way she 'leads' him to the church - the symbol of her moral idealism and commitment to political engagement. And when his sister specifically tells him she also once mistook someone who resembled Sarah but was definitely NOT her, to try and persuade him his 'sightings' are not reliable, he chooses instead to hear that she actually saw Sarah.

What is the evidence for this reading? When Sarah arrives at his office, she remains the same (style of clothes, hair) as she was in his memory of a decade earlier. This in itself is strongly suggestive that she is not real - at the very least fake dead political activists living 'below the radar' would surely change their appearance to reduce the chance of discovery. And she proceeds to give him everything his subconscious most needs at that moment; reassures him that he is still the centre of her emotional world; that (as he himself says to his sister) the pain doesn't, as people tell you it will, get better; that the political differences that finally separated them posed no threat to the intensity of their personal connection; that it's not safe to keep talking about her (she doesn't say for who, but it just as well applies to him as her, as he's doing himself no good politically or personally by doing so). And most importantly, that what matters is not getting what you want in life, but doing what you are meant to. Finding these answers, which are all within his own psyche, and don't require a paranormal intervention to access, completes the process of his 'breakdown', and provides the 'closure' he needs to be the politician he always hoped to be. The 'hallucination' didn't cure him, but the subconscious mind that created it has in effect healed itself.

It's been suggested that Sarah must have some existence independent of Fielding's mind because we see her watching over him while he sleeps, which he could not be aware of her doing while actually sleeping. But that makes the error of looking at everything that is presented on screen as reportage. In fact the idea of her watching him sleep (because that is part of what the Sarah he creates, who could have survived and visited him, would do in their fantasy encounter) fits perfectly well with Sarah as Fielding's 'wish fulfilment' manifestation.

I disagree that a ghost Sarah on an away-day from heaven is more powerful than this reading. Actually I think that turns it into sentimental 'love never dies' mush. This is a love story, certainly, and an emotionally very powerful and haunting one. But essentially underpinning that it is Fielding's story, about reconciling yourself to profound loss and finding a way forward through grief.

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One thought I had was that Fielding was primarily going through an incredibly stressful period of his professional life, running for political office, which prompted an emotional breakdown. It was only at this time (10 years after Sarah's death) that he began 'seeing' her and missing her so badly. One interpretation is that, to Fielding, Sarah represented the extreme, uncompromising liberal standpoint that he idealized, and was afraid of losing upon becoming "a cog in the machine" in Washington. Her reappearance actually had more to do with a crisis of personal and ideological identity, than a reminder of romantic loss. I thought the dialogue between Fielding and his father, when he says he wants to be "good" alludes to this struggle of conscience.

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Great couple of posts. Haven't read the book, but she's dead. The nature of their relationship cannot withstand her disappearance if willful, no matter how strongly the case for sacrifice is made. It destroys the basis upon which both their viewpoints depend; each other. Besides. She never changes her clothes. On a personal note, three films came together for me all on one night. This one, Atonement and Brokeback Mountain. All are deeply melancholic and linger a long time. How many of us, having loved and lost once, wish we had the chance, with the knowledge gained, to do it all again? Trouble is...it was the first time. Waking the Dead is an excellent movie with extraordinary performances. I'll try not to cry myself to sleep. Again.

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the best answer is:

God I hope so

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Not everyone who doesn't read books is a lazy ass. In my case, glaucoma has damaged my vision beyond being able to read standard book font.

Have fun. Lifes' too friggin' short.

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