My insane crush on Isabelle Fuhrman

I never experienced a crush of this type.. Where it is not only physical but also based on inner beauty... I don't know this girl, and most likely never will... But I saw her in real life videos and fell madly in love with what I saw... I don't know what it is but something about her just feels so incredible.. She has this special charisma and charm i never felt in any woman... I am worried this infatuation will never pass.. Because she seems to me like my soul mate that I will never meet... Did anyone here exprience a crush on her? Does anyone think it will pass and I am just being blinded and delusional and it might be just an infatuation that is not meant to stay??