I am 99% certain that the film is going to have Rachel die in the way it is portrayed in the book Rachel's Tears where she is asked, "Do you believe in God?" and Rachel replies, "You know I do," and then the shooter responds, "Then go be with him," and pulls the trigger. In the trailer, Rachel narrates, "He [meaning Jesus] gave his life for me, I will give my life for him," which is a big red hint that they are totally going to do the martyrdom idea.
When I was in high school, I hadn't read a lot about the actual shooting investigations. I was raised in church, though, and really involved in my youth group, which was the best social avenue for a sheltered extrovert. My youth group had that book and I just loved Rachel. I loved the prayer life she had via her journals, how close she was with the people in her own youth group, how she wanted to live out love and kindness at her school. Although the Columbine details and the idea that she possibly died for her faith are surely what God this book published, they always seemed secondary to me. That was never why I liked her and now that I have seen more details on the shooting and decided the above exchange probably never happened, I don't see why her family has to keep pushing it. It's possible that her family just has to believe it in some emotional way, that it helps them in their grieving and gives it some meaning. I strongly feel for that, but I can't behind promoting the myth.
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