I fear and I love


This might sound a contradiction but it isn't. The wolf is the animal I must fear in this world since I was a little boy and the animal I most love. Was real a chronic fear, I couldn't sleep at night, when I was 10-12 I moved to the woods, was like a valley with houses in the middle, I remember I asked a very old man if he ever saw wolfs there, and he said:

I've saw many foxes and boars but never wolfs.

I was afraid anyway, because I couldn't differentiate the howl of a dog or a wolf, so every time I heard something like it was a torment. I started to search about the Iberian Wolf and the places I could find them in my country, then I realize that was a threatened specie and that was very difficult to find one. Later in the years I started to study the animal and comprehend his behavior because I was always curious about it, was like though love. Nowadays I continue to fear him and love him the same way.

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