A Masterpiece **spoilers**
wow, just wow. What a movie!
There are so many layers, where do we even start?
I have been always interested in the paradox of love, where one good, decent, kind person is absolutely in love with a monster, and comes up with endless stories and rationalizations just not to face the truth- the person you are in love with is the absolute evil. Great choice to cast Ronald Zehrfeld , "Johnny" has to be smoking hot, because it is often what adds the complexity to the situation. How can he be so evil? He is so hot, and when he touches her, she melts away... How can one face the fact that a person you love with your whole heart is pure evil? After all, he was the reason she survived the camp, dreaming of reunion.
There are several points in the movie when you want to b*i*t*c*h-slap Nelly and shake the living life out of her, "What are you doing, girl?" The scene when she is on a bike with him and tells herself (and to him)a story how he did not betray Nelly, oh, the stories people tell themselves to avoid facing the reality!
This is what basically killed Lena, by getting back with Johnny and by trying to forget and forgive everything, Nelly betrayed all victims of the Holocaust and it was just too much for Lena to handle.
Many asked why Johhny did not recognize her up until the end. He did not recognize her because he is full of himself, I mean, eye color, shoes fit, general appearance, the SIGNATURE is identical. But since the guy is so self-absorbed and full of himself, he genuinely does not recognize her, Nelly is dead and forgotten, and all those sweet monies are almost in his pocket.
Finally, the scene with friends. How deliciously awkward. Fake friends, fake husband, whole past life was a lie. Yes, no one asked her about the camp, this is how Germany was back then. You are back? Good, let's just pretend nothing has happened and move on with our lives like nothing happened.
The ending is pure gold, way to go, girl! Too bad it took Lena's death for you to snap out of it.
This movie is now forever on my list of best of the best, sitting right next to 45 years.