Please don't let your attitude toward re-entering the dating pool on this movie--or any movie, really. Movies are in a pretend world (even when based on real life) and real life is...well, this! LOL
You didn't ask for advice but I'll pass on a couple of thoughts I have on the subject and you can think about them, or ignore them, as you see fit. The first is, personally, I think you're absolutely on the right track when you say your idea is just being honest and being yourself. IMO, that's how everyone should be in relationships--friendships or dating. In my dating past, I once tried to be something that wasn't me because I hoped this person I started dating would like me better than if I was myself, and this man was a lot more stable and financially secure than anyone I had dated before. I had this stupid idea that if I could get together with someone like that, my life might be better, even if I had to pretend to be something I wasn't. What a dumbass thing to think. I probably don't need to say the thing didn't work out at all. The guy saw through my act PDQ, and my prediction was correct: he wasn't interested in the real me. Even though I didn't like him that much, it still hurt to be rejected. Ironic, huh?
I never made that mistake again. From then on, if I went out with someone, I showed my real self. It took time but eventually I met someone who really liked the real me--and I liked him too, partly because he seemed open, honest and direct. It takes real work and time to meet the right person, but when you do, I'm sure you will feel it was worth it.
The second thought I'll share is don't start dating too soon. You didn't say how long ago you lost your wife (condolences from me too--that really sucks), but if it's less than a year, I hope you will wait. Give yourself time to grieve and heal. I know you probably miss the companionship of a woman, and I know that must be hard. But if you jump into dating too soon, no good will come of it anyway, IMO. Believe it or not, there are worse things than being lonely and w/o a SO. Trying to force something to work when one's head isn't in the right place solely to keep from being alone can only lead to unhappiness. That's my POV anyway. When you're really ready, I think you'll know it.
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