Depresses the crap out of me
Let me start out by saying this doc was absolutely wonderful and time well spent.
I'm sorry for making a topic about myself, but I just wanted to share with anyone who's willing to listen that this saddens me beyond words because I have never been a part of ANYTHING, and having something like this as a kid -- not the fame, not the money, but a strong companionship I will always look back at with overwhelming nostalgia -- is something I will never be able to say I did. I sincerely wish I could reset my life; do it all over again with the knowledge that when I'm 21, I will have indescribable regret over all the things I didn't do. But it's not all bad. I can make sure I don't feel the same way about this era when I'm 40. So I guess it was a positive experience in the end; a wake-up call. Then again, I've already had many of them...
Oh well, I'm sure half the world feel the same way. Could always make sure your kids don't go down the same road, at the very least.
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Sad story. You got a smoke?