i watched it half way and figured it out. It's the old "church mentality" that if the lamb goes astray, they will be punished.. PUNISHED, I SAY!! (chuckling).
When i left an apostolic church at the tender age of 15 to be on my own, i was "cast out", i received letters that i would die and go to hell before the age of 16. yes, i would meet a pimp, who would give me heroin, and i would be "found in a dumpster" for straying from the lord.
oh yes one letter said that i would "still have the tourniquet when the police find you".. yep.. i would die, then burn in torment.
you can't make mistakes, or be independent, or stray from the fold - you'll be PUNISHED!! PUNISHED, I SAY!!!
well, i left church, and didn't get pregnant at the age of 12 - 14 with a bunch of babies, like the rest of the girls.
I was homeless, yes, learned many lessons on the street, earned my way through college, have 3 degrees, have a successful job, boyfriend and i am very happy.
Those people live in absolute fear. Fear of adventure, independence, but most of all, fear of making choices, right or wrong. They need someone - even if it's a make believe friend - to tell them what to do.. they have to be "lead" by someone or something.. thus, if something happens? "gawd told me to do this".. right..
Also, there's more screwing around in church than what i saw in the clubs. and yeah, those same hypocrites were in the club, drinking and dancing with the rest of us.. but on Sunday mornining, there they are masking their hangovers on the pews.
religion is a fear based concept, and keeps "followers" in line.
some days, it's not worth chewing through the restraints..
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