Why do all these great cartoons have to be so heart wrenching?
I have been a anime fan for years, not the regular over the top stuff, but the classics and the beautiful ones, but I am finding more and more that I get overly sad with the topics of loss, and death. I had just finished the Wind Rises and found myself saddened up as well. I love these so much but my heart breaks every time, I don't know how much longer I can keep watching and suffering.
Perhaps I just getting old and become more aware of my own mortality and those I love around me, or perhaps this the creators ways of dealing with losses they have suffered in their own lives.