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I loved black swan and I read that this is similar. I would love to watch this lolz Ive been searching for a while now, and I know when I search this long for a movie its ever worth the wait ! But I hope this one is, I even searche don itunes, but I live in the Uk so I cant buy it. Does anybody have alin or has acopy of it/
If lifetime was showing it on their website I would watch it their, so it is free..so thats the only reason why Im asking, please:-)