possibly the best film i have seen in years.
I have never seen such a perfect depiction of a deeply traumatised man who miraculously has managed to keep his humanity and love for innocence and purity.
It was probably the most believable flawed hero archetype I have been able to connect with on such a deep level.
To be able to take people mocking him day in day out but not be phased because inside he knows he has had to do horrible things, but he has fought with everything he has to keep his core humanity, so much so that he is nearly emotionally dead. All his energy has been sucked out of him but no one will ever be able to take away his integrity.
That is clearly the one thing he will sooner die before giving up.
I am an atheist and I hardly ever get choked up at the mention of god as the cliché's are generally cringe worthy but that last inner monologue what simply sublime....
"There's some sins that you commit that you can't come back from you know no matter how hard you try, you just can't, you know it's like the devil is waiting for your body to quit, because he knows, he knows, that he already owns your soul and then, I think maybe there's no devil.
You die and god he says; "nah, nah, you can't come in you have to leave now. you have to leave and go away and you have to be alone. you have to be alone forever!"".
That was the saddest most heartfelt monologue I have heard in a long time.
He knows how screwed he is but he accepts his fate. It is not self pity, it is pure acceptance.
Just left me in tears...
I think I found my new favourite film.