From neighbotherltd's post:
"...he became a wan_er by choice not because he had to."
John was faced with the choice of becoming not only isolated and targetted, but a future victim of violence (death?) if he continued as the "know-it-all", being surrounded by youth had been told they were useless as well as stupid. John realized that his choice was to fit in and be safe, or be his true self and be a punching bag for the rest of his youth. Not much of a choice, IMHO. He saved himself by making the choice he did.
"He didnt drop that slab on the guys head because he was forced to..."
I agree that all of the things John did was his choice. Like so many around him, he had reason to be angry and all the youth in the gangs were needing an opportunity to let go of the anger they carried inside them. The young man John attacked was someone who had beat him up at an earlier age. John wanted revenge. In addition, all of the guys in his gang (who he gave up his promising schooling for), didn't seem to try to understand John's side of the story and appeared to take the side of John's attacker. When the confrontation between John and this guy happened, John was willing to let him go, but he chose to get in one more dig, saying something about John being a *beep* idiot" under his breath. He provoked John for whatever reason and that was the straw that broke the camel's back. Of course John was wrong to do what he did, but these are at least three reasons why he went off the deep end.
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