Sounds like my life story
I am also an aspiring filmmaker that suffers from Aspergers and Depression.
Fortunately I have stopped running away from my problems and have started facing them head-on.
I will have to walk through the mud for a while, but hopefully I can soon focus again on my filmmaking career and building a happy life for myself.
I will definitely check this movie out.
Zardoz (1974) has spoken!
My top 100 http://www.imdb.com/list/ls079512886/