wanted to kill my self

Like honestly i was really thinking about going to home depot and buying a *beep* robe and going to the next supporting beam and just hanging my *beep* self and to make sure i was dead i would rather slice my goddam wrists and then slicing every major *beep* artery over and iver again and hanging my *beep* self after i pore *beep* gassoline throught the whole *beep* house and plant a *beep* *beep* ton of explosives then light a match and set the *beep* house on fire and jump off the *beep* chair and right before i *beep* die detonate the *beep* explosives and blow my self to itty bitty *beep* pieces because honestly i would rather do all that *beep* then watch this *beep* bull... Really tempted to right now hmm.. HOLLLYYY MOTHER OF *beep* WHAT THE *beep* IS THIS *beep* *beep* WELL *beep* IT IM BREAKING THIS *beep* TV AND THIS *beep* DVD AND THIS *beep* MOVIE *beep* THE *beep* *beep* *beep* COCK SUCKER OF A *beep* *beep* PRODUCER