Charlotte had convinced herself that she had no choice. Though she feared her ultimate fate, she was basically resolved to whatever life Hilary had planned for her. That resolve, her submission, satisfied her psycho-sexual pathology. For whatever reasons in her past/upbringing, she had constructed quite an interestingly skewed outlook on how love and life "work". She somehow, consciously or subconsciously, appointed herself as a martyr of sorts to the injustices of the world and perhaps to love itself. I believe her penchant for sexual danger affirms the latter. She and the character of Ward were kindred spirits in those regards. I'm not sure at what point in her association with him that she came to realize this but it was fairly obvious in the scene in the Miami bar that she had come to peg him as such and had become even more protective of Jack in his confusion concerning the situation and his brother's behavior. Charlotte and Ward both held ultimately self-destructive outlooks on love, justice, and their purpose in the world. They both saw themselves as avengers and were loyal to that end. So, "what the hell was she thinking?", perhaps only this: well, I've made my bed, now I must lie in it.
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