Kill herself in the end or not? Was Renee's death supposed to change her mind, or encourage her? Or was it the fish's "resurrection" or "false death" suppose to mean something? Even she herself said she wasn't sure if it meant anything
shareIt's a common literary equation that someone has to die in order that someone else lives. So no, she didn't kill herself. And she learned a life-lesson.
I want to shake every limb in the Garden of Eden
and make every lover the love of my life
In the book, her diary ends this way:
N'ayez pas crainte, Renée, je ne me suiciderai pas et je ne brûlerai rien du tout.
Car, pour vous, je traquerai désormais les toujours dans le jamais.
La beauté dans ce monde.