Broken Heart :'(

Tôkyô magunichûdo 8.0 is one of the best animes ever seen ma whole life , oh my god..! Can't hold ma tears , I'm Bleeding from thé inside.. The last episodes were a heart attack. Couldn't believe or accept the truth of Yuuki's death.. The atmosphere was so realistic , it felt real , like I've really lost someone who's that close to me. What a feeeeeeeeling !!! Somehow I can easily feel how truly hard separation is , though this is just an anime but looks real for me , like I am one of the characters , like I've lived every single moment through the whole story from the beginning till thé end.
Yuuki's death made me bleed inside and Mirai's sadness and pain destroyed mé .. Ohhhhhh my Lord !! There aren't words for how I feeeeeeel .Truly such a great anime Tôkyô magunichûdo is. I'm still feeling sad after everything I've been through watching this emotional and touching anime espacially at thé end , somehow I can't stop thinking about Mirai , Yuuki and Mari .. I just wish I'm there living with them , It's like I haven't seen my beloved ones for ages .. Oh dear , feels like my heart is broken. Being a highly sensetive person is followed by a lot and a lot of pains and grief .

I will never ever forget you guys ( Yuuki , Mirai , MARI ) You will bé always in my heart and in my memory . Here's a poem of my own which expresses the amount of suffering and the sorrow inside our souls :

Dear past...
Why are moving too fast..
The flame of longing burns my veins..
And I'm trying hard and doing my best...
Just to breathe some fresh air and take a deep soul rest...

Dear past..
Please come and see...
For goodness sake...
Am a stormy sea..

I never thought how hard separation is..
Tried hard changing the life course..
But it was too late..
Tried my best to forget..
But it's just getting worse..

Used to see their lovely faces every day..
Every second, every moment..
But today everyone just walked away...

It takes me one second to remember but my whole life to forget..


Oh dear past..
I have always been wondering the way I feel..
Ohh dear past..
Seems This wound will never heal..
Ohhh dear past...
If you coud just heal that damaged heart...


Ohh dear sky..
I wish I can fly...
Ohh dear sky..
Take me high..
Ohh dear sky..
Make me a soulless star..
Oh dear sky..
I wish I'm blue and blank like you..

Dear Yuuki ,
If I just knew..
How hard being far away from you..
But and unfortunately..
There's nothing left to do..
Your leaving left two things..
Joy,that will never be regained...
And pain that I don't wanna go through again..

If only life could be same again..
Farewell dear Yuuki , farewell my love..