Pornography is a soul killer... for the watcher.
Porno ruined my life and still is. The internet might as well bury me in the ground. Millions of videos spread on different sites. It's too accessible now. I was watching it since it was a video tape. At least it could sit on a shelf. It's a big gigantic tease and it doesn't help anyone. And it's disease ridden. And there nothing to stop it and eradicate it. Being a human being in my situation I wish I could just end my life then have to suffer. It can be a big money maker and a big tease of women you'll never have or have sex with. But it's not helping me or someone in my case. Because the need for sex is part of a human being and ESSENTIAL but if your a celibate and a social phobic loner loser who is unable to meet anyone you might as well not live. I'm glad life is TEMPORARY.
Now I'm phobic to even meet anyone no thanks to Porno. The worse apart about it is everyday you can go anywhere and women are looking like tattooed sluts everywhere. Horny Horny Horny. You have these arousal pieces of flesh attached to your body and I just want them to be ripped off. As for AIDS you can imagine my dreams. I know a lot of porno people died from it from suicide and from drugs... good.
There's even too much love and relationships and sex in regular films and everywhere for that matter. I'm just sick of humanity and their obsession addiction to sex. And being controlled by it.
And worse the women producing offspring so it will continue and continue. Even Transsexuals these days have even messed my mind up. Their a interconnected fantasy of combining both sexes that I don't even see it as gay. It's all too intense for the average human being to sum it up. We are living in times that are bordering on schizophrenia