Many a missed opportunity...
I was quite excited when I heard that a film with this subject matter was being made, and even more so when I heard it was receiving some positive buzz on many fronts. The fact that it was a black film getting all of these accolades only made it that much sweeter for me, being a minority writer myself. This was certainly not lessened by any means after seeing the fantastic trailer.
I have a deep appreciation for Lesbian cinema, far more so than that of their male counterparts, for which I own very few films. I often find that the male-dominated gay movies concentrate far too much on the sexuality of the characters and less on their humanity. As a person who's sexually-ambiguous, I gravitate towards movies that step confidently outside of the box, no matter the genre.
I have a few friends that identify as Aggressives, so I couldn't wait to ask them if they had heard about this movie. But I did wait, even when the film opened in my city, and I wasn't sure why I did...until now.
It's just that feeling you get sometimes, that you really can't explain...but you know you need to heed whatever vibe it brings. I just had a feeling I shouldn't get my hopes up any further, nor should I hurry...and after seeing it two days ago, I realized why.
Firstly, I thought it misrepresented itself too much in the trailer, with the protagonist, Alike, being an Aggressive...which was obviously not the case as we found out not far into the film. That was a major disappointment for me personally, as I thought this was a perfect opportunity to give voice to this particular subgroup of the gay community. I do realize that her friend, Laura, deftly played by Pernell Whitaker, fully represented this group...but her story arc was portrayed as secondary to that of Alike, when in actuality, her story was far more realistic.
Even though Adepero proved to be an extremely engaging actress, I felt that many areas of the script let her down. I felt that tying in her teacher's criticism of her journal to the non-committal persona she portrayed in the club was a bit pedestrian. It would have been far more entertaining if her writing were perfect, but she didn't live up to it. I was also thrown off about what her persona actually was, even though I knew it wasn't as simple as it appeared.
One moment she's looking woefully uncomfortable with the demands of being a butch female in a lesbian club, then she's single-mindedly racing off to rid herself of any degree of femininity at school by swiftly changing her clothes.
This made no sense to me whatsoever, as any of us can attest that middle school and high school are essentially two circles of Dante's Hell...and a girl dressing as a boy in either one can be an outright provocation for many--yet she's more uncomfortable in a non-judgmental environment?
She then gleefully soaks up the positive feedback she overhears from Mika in her school, doing nothing about the rather overt nature of the conversation except to exchange furtive glances and smile to herself. Again, her demeanor at odds with her studly appearance.
She's fearless about being perceived as a lesbian in school...but just doesn't want to verify it where it counts? It would have been interesting to see her actually approach Mika, who certainly was not shy about her desires...even if she was rebuffed somehow. I'm a pretty shy person myself, but even I know there are times when you just gotta risk getting embarrassed or getting your ass kicked.
What I found perplexing is that she went to the trouble of having her best friend broker a date with Mika, even though Mika loudly professed to liking boys more than girls, and when she accepts the offer and was perfectly amiable in the club...Alike blows her off with nary a word spoken. Alike may have had some deep inner turmoil about her sexuality, but to this point, it was never communicated to the audience...and it makes scenes of her actively attempting to embrace her sexuality seem that much more inauthentic when she refuses to even engage in a simple conversation with any woman other than Laura.
And then she finally has an opportunity for growth after being kissed by the effervescent Bina, played by the talented and rapturously gorgeous Aasha Davis, and what happens? Once again, instead of having a basic conversation...she immediately turns and runs away. WTF?!?!
It was all downhill for me after that one. Any hope to redeem this particular area of the film was eternally lost. That scene could only make sense if she were completely straight and she had no idea Bina thought of her that way. The film was already a very spartan 86 minutes, and that scene made it seem like it was done to lengthen the film just to get there.
And then after finally coming to her senses and having this beautiful experience with Bina, Bina transforms overnight into the equivalent of a heartless landlord who decided to rent out your apartment to someone else, effective immediately, after kindly accepting your rent payment the night before. Others have described this is as a surprising, refreshing twist...I say it was bullsh!t. Of course there had to be some conflict between them somewhere...but seeing Bina's demeanor, with that sour expression on her face as she straightened her room, was rather appalling...a complete betrayal of the character's persona.
She behaved like a supposed friend who offers to help you out of a difficult situation, and then is pissed off that you took them up on it. Quite frankly, that seemed more in line with Mika's character, had they been allowed to even exchange pleasantries.
Aasha and Adepero are such thoughtful actresses, and a scene of Alike waking up to overhear Bina on the phone with a guy would have been enough to achieve the inevitable conflict...instead of, "Look, you were just a booty call, okay? And don't tell anybody...buh bye." And then we even get to see her later with her boyfriend, as if we didn't believe what she said to Alike. The scene was of no consequence, other than to fit nicely in a melancholy montage.
Which brings me to Kim Wayans, who was really good in something completely out of her element. I don't go along with all the talk of nominations and such, but she was a pleasant surprise. What I never understood, however, is the scenes at her job with her co-workers.
They were painfully awkward to watch and were never set up accurately to describe why she was so reticent with all of them to the point that most would leave the room. Was she glowering at them because they were lesbians? Was this supposed to show how unhinged and anti-social she really was...even though we'd been given no indication of this prior to those scenes? It never made any sense at all--just a plot device left to fend for itself.
I was also mislead by several reviews prior to seeing the film that only further emboldened me to ignore critics, even those that I respect. In several reviews it was mentioned that "there are no martyrs or villains in this film." Um...did we see the same movie?
The movie I saw contained a mother choking and then beating her daughter, drawing blood, for merely saying she was gay. Where I'm from, that's pretty villainous behavior. Is this how we view domestic violence now, post-Chris Brown? Fists fly, leaving a woman swollen and bloody? "Hey Chris, come and sing on our show...no big deal." Shoot and kill an unarmed child carrying Skittles? "Have a nice night, Mr. Zimmerman...you're free to go." Amazing.
On a lighter note, with all the talk about what a discovery that Adepero is, extremely short shrift has been given to the work of Pernell Walker and Charles Parnell...who owned every scene they were in. Charles just bristles with intensity. Whenever I see him onscreen, it's like being in close proximity to a lion...waiting for the moment he finally decides to strike.
And Pernell was the true revelation to me. I never once thought she was acting. Even if she were basically playing herself, I've seen others do it and it seemed slightly generic. She was amazing.
All in all, I loved the look of the film, the idea of the film, the music, the superb acting...but it was let down because the script wasn't as brave as its subject matter, and suffered from too many instances of common tropes inherent to this genre. In the hands of a more seasoned writer/director...I think you'd have an absolute masterpiece.
For such an engaging premise and cast...I shouldn't have been looking at the clock after less than 30 minutes for such a short film.
Sorry to anyone who had to read all this. I didn't realize I was so affected by the film until I'd hit post. My apologies.
I also want to say that I absolutely do not hate this film, as there is too much to like for that. I was just disappointed.
I wish to die in my sleep like my grandfather--not screaming in terror like his passengers