FINALLY watched the finale....
I watched this entire series live from Day One. I watched alllll the seasons, right up until the very last episode. I could not bring myself to watch it! I was too sad it was ending, and I didn't want to say goodbye! Which is totally weird because I thought Season 6 was going to be the end of The Mentalist, and I watched that finale with ease. In fact, I didn't even think it was a good idea for them to bring it back for Season 7. I have no idea why it was so hard for me to let go at that final time.
I left it unwatched on my DVR for MONTHS, until finally I just decided it was time to watch the entire series again from the beginning. I started it over the summer, and watched it slowly, savoring it. Loving it even more than I loved it the first time. All the way up until today. Just about exactly a year after it ended, I finally made myself watch the finale.
I thought I would be excited to finally see it, and a bit anxious to actually get it over with, but nope! I reached the last 2-part episode on my disc, and just sat there staring at the DVD menu, teary-eyed! I checked my email, I made a phone call, I had lunch, I did every little thing I could think of. Finally I hit 'play,' and nearly cried right then!
But I did it. I watched it. I finally saw how it all ended. It's still so hard to say goodbye. I may have to watch it again soon!