A forgotten fact

It was that she was going to have the child after all was said and done. I was thinking if the kid would have actually been the father[we know he was not]she was prepared to keep it. I wonder how do you look at your child after all that transpired from conceiving it, there were people murdered because she was drunk and got to close to someone who became a tormentor.

I would think she would always wonder if the kid would be like his father. Does anyone have a opinion on this.