He wasn't about looking out for himself. Already by 1939 he told his cousin "both duty and honor demand from us that we should do our best to bring about the downfall of Hitler and National Socialism to save Germany and Europe from barbarism". He saw this as his solemn duty. He acted, unsuccessfully, in 1943.
But by October 1943, though not found out, there was some suspicion of him, and his duty assignment made it impossible for him to have further involvement in active planning. In June 1944 he said "It is almost certain that we will fail. But how will future history judge the German people if not even a handful of men had the courage to put an end to that criminal?"
My guess is that he probably found out the plot had failed the same way as most Germans did, by hearing Hitler's address on the radio. In any event, his parting words to a confidante, either on the 20th or the 21st, were:
"When, in few hours' time, I go before God to account for what I have done and left undone, I know I will be able to justify what I did in the struggle against Hitler. God promised Abraham that He would not destroy Sodom if only ten righteous men could be found in the city, and so I hope for our sake God will not destroy Germany. No one among us can complain about dying, for whoever joined our ranks put on the [poisoned] shirt of Nessus. A man's moral worth is established only at the point where he is ready to give his life in defense of his convictions."
The movie does not show this, but in order to do what he could to protect the other conspirators, he staged a fake partisan attack by firing his pistols before activating his own grenade and holding it under his chin.
Not implicated right away, he was taken home and buried honorably. Only in late August was he found out. The Nazis exhumed his body and took it to the crematorium in Sachsenhausen.
I would surely like to look this gentleman up and shake his hand, were I ever to find myself in Valhalla.
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