@ scp-building --- I saw this, for the same reasons you saw, but end the EXACT opposite of your ending...
The beginning scene: The movie stared off at the end, the scene at the ocean, and Shane said: “Do you still remember? Our relationship started from an order”.
The next scene in school as kids: Shane looked at Jonathan and said: Ever since I saw you, I know that you were different from anybody else. But I was not brave, not brave enough to stand by you.
For that line 'our relationship started from an order' was when Carrie said "“Just say it. OK." It was, to me anyway, her realising that Jonathan was trying to glue a relationship back together that was already broken. So it
was an 'order' - she even barked it out like an order. So
both relationships started with an order - their friendship as children, and their romance as adults. That line you quote from Shane is, to me at least, him admitting he's always loved Jonathan, but never been brave enough to admit it.
The end scene – on the beach: Carrie walked to Shane on the beach. Shane said: “You know? I've been thinking.... maybe I'm too used to have Jonathan by my side”. He continue “Too used to having both of you to take care of me” Carrie, will we lose each other in the future? And he asked the question: “Did I mess everything up”
At this point Shane is wondering if he can do without Jonathan because he thinks Jonathan will leave him; so - he wonders if he will not only lose Jonathan but, now she knows they had sex, Carrie too.
The intimate scene was the first
real clue you get that Shane's feelings for Jonathan are definitely more than just friends. The long looks between them, the gentle kisses that
Shane instigates all go to show this is not just 'drunken, horny humping' on Shane's part any more than it is on Jonathan's.
Besides which, trust me, a straight person, no matter
how drunk or horny they are, will
not have sex with the same gender. Ask
any straight guy; they will tell you - it doesn't happen. I watched a documentary about ladyboys in Thailand and their lives and every day struggles (immensely interesting); these guys say themselves they have to be up front about still being male 'down below' otherwise men get very angry and can be violent. Straight guys just
don't have gay sex; if they do, then they're bisexual
not straight.
Besides, Shane's with Carrie - if he really was
that horny he, being the type of guy he is, would've just got Jonathan to take him to Carrie's for sex.
I think Shane is, at the very least, bisexual - and I think he did it this way because he wanted to see how far Jonathan would let him go; if Jonathan really
was gay and if he really
did love him, he would go as far as Shane wanted to go. He was and he did. If Jonathan had pushed him away either because he wasn't gay and/or he didn't love him, then Shane would've been able to blame the booze and they could've shrugged it off (no matter what anyone's
suspicions might've been as to the truth).
However, as I've said already, the long, lingering looks and the kisses; nope they are
not from a man just going for the sex act - this is a man showing his
true feelings in the most open and basic way possible. You also are left with the impression they do it more than once; again not something a straight guy would do. AND he's laying on top of Jonathan, even in his sleep, and effectively'caging' him in....as if scared he will run away now. Which of course he does.
Jonathan though, believing Shane to be straight, hits the roof in the
beginning. He demands to know if Shane's crazy then, thinking this is just his friend 'experimenting', he tries to ensure his relationship with Carrie won't suffer.....but, and it's a
big one, once they
do sleep together Jonathan's very confused - he doesn't know if Shane is just toying with his emotions (which makes him feel angry, hurt and used) or if he genuinely has feelings for him (which he's desperate to hope for, but can't believe in.)
This is the reason he calls Carrie - she can be the deciding factor; if she can accept what happened between him and Shane, and if Shane doesn't come after him, then he will walk away. I would argue that it would be understandable too if he also (subconsciously) wants to rub it in that he's also slept with Shane now.
Also, when Shane wakes up
naked, in his best friend's (now lover's) bed, the
first thing he asks his girlfriend is not 'why are you here? What's going on?' - which are the questions most would expect - but 'where is Jonathan?' That to me speaks
reams about where Shane's heart now lies.....and it's increasingly obvious that it's
not with the girl sat on the bed - which is also why she is crying and Shane looks so guilty and also sheds tears.
Not because he's used Jonathan but because he's used
her (whether knowingly or unknowingly).
Also other little things are a giveaway - Jonathan sitting in the front whilst Carrie sits in the back of the car. Most girls will tell they will
never sacrifice 'shotgun' to a love rival.....so the fact that Carrie is meekly sitting in the back whilst (an admittedly confused) Jonathan is riding shotgun says a
ton without a word being spoken.
The end scene again – at the beach: Jonathan climbed out of the car (from his helpless gestures we noticed in the car), we realised that he knew that he now must confront the issue). He addressed Shane and said: “I mean. It's not your fault. It is my own problem. Let's not see each other anymore. I mean it. There are so many things you don't know, I mean”.
I think Jonathan is saying this because he just can't put himself through this any more. He's saying to Shane - 'hey I'm the gay one; put the blame on me, tell Carrie it was all me. But I can't see you anymore, it's too hurtful to see you and Carrie as a couple; so let's just say goodbye'. The 'so many things' that Shane doesn't know, is of course the sleeping around - which you could see, even at the time, he was deeply ashamed of.
Here in anger Shane attacked Jonathan. Carrie looked at Shane and said to him: “Just say it. OK." Jonathan apologise to Shane and say: “Sorry, I shouldn't say it like that”. Shane said: “I just want to know if you really meant what you said?”
Shane's attack is what proves, to me at least, how much he loves Jonathan. He doesn't
want Jonathan to take
all the blame; there was two of them that were more than willing - he's most angry that Jonathan might actually leave him. Upset at what she's witnessing, and already knowing she's lost him, Carrie says loudly and in an exasperated tone 'JUST SAY IT OKAY?' - basically telling Shane to be honest with all of them and stop stringing her, and Jonathan, along. She also means for Jonathan to just admit he loves Shane as well.
She wants Shane to be honest so they can all move on - the fighting in the surf was the last straw. So Jonathan, sounding so sad and world weary, just apologises. Shane asks if he meant what he said...in other words...."will you really leave me now? Do I finally have to choose?"
Both of them agree that best friends should not have secrets. Jonathan, now, after years said: “You say that best friends can tell each other anything. Fine. Then I really want to know if you still be my friend after you hear my secret, Shane, You are not just a friend to me. I really love you”.
At this point Shane just wants all their cards on the table too. No more secrets. It's clear that what Jonathan is
really talking about is
not that he's gay; after what happened between them there would be no way Shane wouldn't know that. Additionally you get the feeling that it was an unspoken truth between them when they were having sex that Shane knew.
No, what Jonathan is talking about is the sleeping around he did when he was avoiding Shane, and trying to deal with the fact he might lose him. He feels dirty, disgusting and sleazy. Regardless of the reason, he feels there is
no way Shane will want him after he hears the truth. The declaration of love is all about him
first saying 'I love you but.....I did this....' There's moments where you don't hear what's said before Jonathan turns and walks away.
At that moment, many think it's just an 'awkward' silence - but I think that was when Jonathan told Shane he'd 'slept around' after their night together.
Then walked away before he could see Shane's face.
Shane's response is to say he knows another secret - that Jonathan was forced to be the 'bad kid's' friend when they were small. That without Jonathan being there for him then he would've probably been expelled. Then becoming his real best friend, he avoided having a lifetime alone. He's basically admitting he's tough to love and can be cruel. But because Jonathan has always been there for him, even before Carrie, he's had someone in his life that loved him....even at a time when, as a child, no one else wanted him. Shane is making it clear that nothing else really matters.
His statement to Jonathan that he really
is his best friend is
not a 'bomb'. It's merely a statement of
fact. 99.9% of couples start out by making friends and gradually falling in love - indeed my husband is
my best friend; I trust him implicitly and would, if told to give him up or die, use my last breath to say 'I love you' to him. My homosexual cousin grew up with his (now) husband - they've never even dated other people, so devoted are they.
But they were best friends from the beginning, as
very small children, and they still are.
Shane is telling Jonathan that his recent sexual behaviour won't make him hate him. The expression on Jonathan's face to me spoke of shame. Shame because of what he did and the wish he could take it back - the inference there is that those moments of weakness, when he was so brokenhearted he just numbed his body with pointless sex, will haunt him for a long time to come, regardless of what Shane says. However, it does morph into relief (the tears in his eyes) as he realises that, no matter
his feelings, Shane forgives him. For Shane too there is relief, hence the look - he knows everything now; Jonathan too knows everything and so they sit on the beach in a peaceful and happy silence, finally as a couple as well as best friends.
The final point to really bring this ending home to the viewer was Carrie sitting crying in the car - she knows now, without a single shadow of a doubt, she's lost Shane.
She would
not be crying if Shane had chosen her - no way. She knows she spurred them into it; made Shane choose - but she's still sad he
didn't choose her.
However, it's amazing how two people can take two different views from the same movie. That is amazing skill on the director's part I think - and the actors. Very amazing - much like the film.
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Tallulah Bankhead once said “they used to photograph Shirley Temple through gauze. They should photograph me through linoleum”. I know how she feels; though in my case only concrete will do.
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