As disturbing as the death tape is, I find it to be more sad. These people followed what they thought was a man of God to a place he promised them would be a jungle utopia... the sad thing about People's Temple is the way Jim Jones drew people in by exploiting the issues of the day, racism and the plight of the disenfranchised in particular. HOWEVER, the "death tape" is mainly the delusional ramblings of a seriously drug addicted man and a glimpse into mob mentality and brutality and is sad in a....oh.... a deviant sot of sad way, not as much an emotional, soulful sadness. To me, if you want to see and hear the true gut wrenching tragedy of the Jonestown Massacre, watch and listen to Tim Carter, a reasonably high ranking member of People's Temple whose wife Gloria and baby son both perished in Guyana-- he himself survived by fleeing into the jungle after their deaths if I remember correctly-- in the MSNBC documentary "Witness to Jonestown" as he describes seeing his infant son forcibly dosed with the tainted punch by the commune's resident Nurse Practitoner... the look on his wife's face as she reaalized not only that this was not another meeting or "White Night Raid" drill, but real, and her son was dead... and his account of then holding his wife as she too dies. If you don't have tears rolling down your cheeks as he recalls holding his dying wife and dead son in his arms, and saying "I just kept telling her, 'I love you... I love you so much' as if the power of my love could save her," you have no soul.
Christine Miller was an incredibly brave woman for being one of the only ones who stood up to say can't we do something else, but what disturbs me more than anything Jim Jones says to her is the fellow Temple member who says, "Christine, if it wasn't for him [Jones], you wouldn't even BE here." I find it to be, out of all the disturbing dialogue, the most disturbung of all.... because it's entirely the truth.... but in a sinister context, not the way the crowd thinks she should appreciate that fact. Watching this as well as "Witness to Jonestown" and "Jonestown: Paradise Lost" gives me nightmares. Even those who were lucky enough to survive drinking the proverbial Kool-Aid, they have never left Jonestown-- how can you see that, LIVE that, and not be left there forever... Not still be holding your wife as she dies, trying to save her with "I love you"... not watching people line up to drink their deaths, whether they chose to or were forced... not see those hundreds that had come looking ionly for a place to love and be loved, to live as they chose, to follow the man they thought could lead them to their ultimate salvation, only to die in a painful, pitiful way, instigated by the very man they called-- and considered-- their father.
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