Devastating...

Still trying to take it all in . It's been 2 days and I haven't spoken to any of my family members or friends. Missed calls and text messages pour into my phone, but I just can't bring myself to respond. What is there to say to them, these people who have become so small and insignificant compared to what I just witnessed? A part of me kinda wishes I didn't see this film. Everything around me seems to reflect a dull gray. I have to go back.