Where can I buy this movie?

Does anyone have a copy of this film? I will buy it in its original DVD or VHS version or if it is an illegal copy, I won't buy the actual copy but I will pay you for your time to package and ship it, plus I will return it to you all at my cost.I will make it worth your time as this is important to me. I have looked all over the net including the Lifetime Network Website. Lifetime is not distributing the film and they will not sell me one lousy copy of this film. I am an extra in this film, however, I have been told by another actor that I should have been credited as a featured extra. I'm not sure if this is true or not, but I am looking to get into the Screen Actors Guild and this along with some other work that I have done might qualify me. Apparently, the movie is so bad that the chances of it airing again anytime soon are remote. If you have a copy then please email me at [email protected]. Also, please send me a private message or reply to this message in the forum to let me know you are emailing me and any contact info you want to give. I am a horrible email communicator. I don't check email often and I realize that some time may go by before anyone responds to this request. The chances of me getting the message increase by how many different methods the message is sent. The email address I have registered here at imdb.com is my spam box and chances are I won't get the email. Thank you.