Animator's Empathy


I really loved this film and wouldn't discourage anybody from seeing it, but I saw it a few days ago at the maryland film festival, where bruce bicksford was present. I felt a little weird because the crowd was laughing a lot at bruce's lines, and especially at the things that george, his father was saying. it was indeed funny, but I know that george had alzheimer's for a long time and passed away not even a year ago. after the screening was over, I realized that bruce had left the auditorium and couldn't even watch the documentary. I felt kind of disrespectful. it made me think about documentaries differently, and how they're pretty much just another movie to us, but it's actually somebody's life. talking to bruce afterwards, he seemed really overwhelmed and embarrassed, and sad.

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That's strange because I can't recall much of anything that seemed funny to me about the film and I just finished watching it five minutes ago. There were many parts that made me smile but I wasn't laughing or finding humor in any of it. Fascination was mostly what I felt. Fascination with a great artist, with the effects of a brutal world, with a view of life that I could easily identify with. I was and still am a sensitive person, but nothing like the degree of acuteness that Bruce Bickford suffers. Monster Road is a film that really makes you appreciate the bittersweetness of life if you know where to look for it. Anyway, it must've been pretty cool to meet and talk with such a great artist. I have a feeling that this film and Bruce Bickford's work will accumulate a massive cult following in the not-too-distant future.

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That's an interesting insight you posted, especially about "feeling disrespectful," and you experienced something the rest of us couldn't: audience reaction with the subject of the movie present. When I first saw Monster Road, I didn't really find much of it funny at all. It was very sad. I empathized with Bruce because I'm an artist myself, and I could understand the pain that is life and that need to withdraw. It seems someone private like that wouldn't even have allowed himself to be the subject of a documentary in the first place. A movie like that basically strips the subject bare in front of the eyes of thousands...it's no wonder he ran off before the end of the movie. I couldn't have stayed either, if it was a documentary about me. I don't think the movie was meant in any way to be malicious, at least I didn't get that feeling from watching it.

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