where on earth does this film exist?

I want to see this! It sounds like the type of film which has been waiting for me my entire life (a life filled with Disney, Dali and acid, no doubt). If anyone knows a place I can seed this or view it via net PLEASE PM me or post here.. i'd be so grateful. Oh, and yeah yeah yeah "just buy it" etc.. well, I WOULD! I WOULD BUY IT... if I had a credit card.. and since I don't, sigh, and can't get one in this country... i can't :(
Or if anyone knows a place in san francisco that would sell this??