I'm honestly glad the OP started the conversation this way. It's honest and open. It's straight from the heart. So thanks, OP. And try to be understanding; I think we both know that your choice of words was going to ruffle some feathers.
I can say that, even if it was before the marriage, I think she still would have felt lied to, and I think that Roy would still be in the wrong. Every time to open up to someone about a secret like that is wrong; it will always hurt and all the feelings the OP had mentioned will come up and hurt everyone involved. And of course, everything people said about what Roy was feeling, she would likely be feeling too if he did tell her. She could hope and pray that it would just "go away" if she just held on to him long enough. And then they'd both be deceiving the world and hurting each other every day.
So what I'm getting at is that I don't think there is a right way to handle this situation. I think his was just one of those tests us fallible people get. Religion isn't about never ever doing anything wrong. Sometimes there aren't right answers, possibly by design if we need to learn something hard to become stronger and you believe things happen by design. Religion is about realizing and admitting when we're wrong, realizing other people are just as fallible as we are, and forgiveness all around. It's about trying to be a better person tomorrow than you were today or yesterday.
And so I think that ultimately, Roy's decision was the best one he could have made. That doesn't mean anyone who did things differently would be wrong, just that they'd have different tests as a result. Roy and his wife got 25 years of happy marriage and kids. None of that was a waste even if the relationship did end. And then he told, and that was right too, because after all the pain and suffering, he could finally stop living a double life, and his children would leave the house with a powerful lesson in honesty.
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