this or 'without warning'?

i'm suprised to read on the mainpage review of this movie, couse i thought it was very enjoyable, much much more enjoyable than "without warning" (the second/other "diognoses murder" tv-movie). i wasn't so crazy about that, i like this one though.


i can't stand, the new years celebration,
i keep getting older, without living up to any expectation,
it's a new year,
and i keep failing in every way,
crowds are celebrating, i don't know why,
as i sit by myself, like so many other times,
everybody keeps cheering on,
in those crowds, of wich i'm parted from,
new years eve,
putting behind a year of bad memories, just to have another waiting infront of me,
and i can't stand, new years celebration,
i've gone another year, left another station,
new years eve,
i got noone to talk with, noone to keep me company, noone to listen to me,
i want some love, i want love so bad,
but i'm too affraid to trust anyone in this world where i am,
keep being bitter, and alone,
don't feel like doing any visits, noone to call on the phone,
dark night, people in crowds, celebrating, what i don't know,
i'm so lonesome sitting here bitter all by my own,
years keep rolling, i keep getting older,
i no longer see any light, and it all keeps getting colder,
in this mean world, everything keeps going wrong,
if only some things could go my way, and wish i could trust anyone at all.