not disturbing at all

I saw this for the first time just a few days ago, and I'm 40 years old!

I didn't find it disturbing at all, it sounded like the little film strips that we were taught from in the 1980's. In some of them, though, it showed clinical drawings of the penis and vagina. I was about 11 years old when I saw a picture of a real penis. I found my 22-year-old sister's PlayGirl magazines where she'd stashed them under her mattress. I understood pretty much what they were talking about, condoms and stuff. Yakov Smirnoff made dirty jokes in one magazine, talking about how condoms in Russia were made of concrete and they hurt (not really).


One day, my mother heard me laughing as she was coming upstairs. She came in and caught me with the magazines. I showed her what I was laughing at and she was pretty shocked at first, that my sister would bring "trash" like that into the house. I was pretty shocked, too, that penises came in different sizes. I had never caught my parents having sex or been allowed to watch sex in movies. They were pretty protective with me about that because in their day, sex wasn't talked about openly and there was no sex education. I do not remember when I had my first real erotic dream. When she told my dad about the magazines, he told her to throw them away, that I didn't need to be looking a stuff like that, I was too young.