does anyone know where I can find this movie?

Umm, precisely. I'm saying most people have absolutely no idea what making any kind of film is like. Honestly, we arent talking about ideals and beliefs, the foundation of politics, we are talking about someone who is trying to communicate with others through their work. That isn't for criticism, it isnt whether its good or bad, its whether it speaks to you or not. You could say, "The whole time I was watching it, I kept thinking how pretentious it is" but not say, "Its pretty awful. Real awful", not to mention when you say something like " I actually had the opportunity to meet one of the filmmakers once. He seemed like someone with his head on straight, though very entrenched in the belief system of what Hollywood might think is "good"." you are coming off as quite pretentious. As if to say, you know the generalized system hollywood? considers "good", and you also feel he is entrenched in this apparently city limits shared idea. I would say you are making broad charecterizations of an entire city and industry, something that is by absolutely no means coordinated. Not only that but I think you need to realize your opinion and perspective isn't right, its just yours. No one's perspective is "right". To each his own, and you need to realize your perspective isnt anymore valid than any others. I'm not saying don't express your opinion, I'm saying don't act as any kind of authority, since you most obviously arent.