The movie and the soundtrack available.
I found the movie on Vimeo. It's free , in streaming and legal. The movie was post by the director(JF Robinson) himself because the dvd is out of print.
Here the link: http://www.zappictures.com/stillbreathingza.html.
On this page you can also find a free download link to the beautiful soundtrack which is no longer available in CD form.
I'm French and the movie was never released in France so I thank the director for the link.
PS:Brendan is really amazing in this movie.