Can anyone put it online?

I picked up the final half of this movie on cable once when I was younger and it made quite an impression on me. I spent years trying to remember the name of the movie, or any actors in it, hoping to watch it again someday.

I finally saw The Messengers and thought John Corbett looked familiar, but it took me another year to connect his face with the monologue at the court that's been sitting in the back of my mind ever since.

I hold that performance as the best ever, always mentioning to people whenever the subject is impressive performances. It was the first time a movie made me cry, and boy did I cry my eyes out.

So, when I FINALLY found the movie here on IMDb, it came as quite a shock to me to find that most people don't seem to think it's any good. Of course, this just makes me even eager to see it again. My memory is probably embellishing things, and over time it might have blown the magnitude of the performance, and the quality of the movie, way out of proportion. So I NEED to have a second look at it.

However, I can't find it on any video store, or Amazon. It breaks my heart to think that I might never see it again. So I was wondering if anyone happens to have it on tape, and wouldn't mind making a copy available to me, either online or by mail. I'm willing to cover the shipping expenses and even provide a little monetary compensation for the effort.

Since I'm sure I'll forget to check this thread daily, and eventually forget all about it until it's probably too late, if anyone wants to make a person extremely happy, please, feel free to email me at *****@*****, and we'll take it from there.

Thanks.