OK, I'll try a little more because I do feel that I get it now. First forget any ideas about her lashing out due to any unpleasant emotions she may have felt. I think she fully understood what she felt and meant to and felt that cutting down the tree was the best way to say it. In other words, she would do that part all over again.
It goes back to an earlier discussion when they were looking at and talking about a forest full of dead trees. She said there was no mystery why the trees died. It was the collective pollution of everyone in that area, and that the problem was that they usually were not aware of their indirect effects, and that is what was killing the planet. It was the same reason that Earthlings were so despised. Her action was meant to make the invisible, visible. Yes, she killed a tree and felt badly about that, but if she was to live among these people, driving in cars, eating from grocery stores, etc., she would have the impact of killing many trees every year. She sacrificed a beautiful tree to teach one person an important lesson, and it worked. How could it work on a version of the man with a different timeline that did not contain the act? There was some vague thing said about how knowledge might somehow leak across timelines, but that seemed pretty bogus. The one difference could be simply that because of her experience of the event, she was more able to be just as effective without it. In other words, their love was real, and she had changed as much as him.
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