Loneliness
This is about the friend who said Joel was different from the other kids in that he was extremely lonely.
I know this feeling so well. And drugs accompanied. Not hard drugs, just mary j.Like your the only one whos experiencing the world, wandering...you feel almost ostracized from your peers.
Like no one is holding you down, grounding you to reality.
Has anyone ever felt like this? And the only thing that makes the loneliness feel better is talking for awhile, and then drugs. more drugs. Sometimes they don't make you feel better, they just enhance the feeling.
But in some ways thats a good thing, because feeling alone...and pulling away from people...can almost feel good. its an independence thing.
just thoughts.