I don't know if anyone has any thoughts about the endings - I don't even know if anyone reads this board - but if you do, I'd love to hear them.
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On some level, I just can't get why Thomas would commit suicide when things were looking up with Martin. I know he had difficulties and was struggling when Martin found him at the train station, struggling even with Martin because of everything he's been through, but it's odd (and yet somehow rings true) that Thomas would go through hell and not try to kill himself, only to do so after being reunited and reconciled with the man he loved. The only possible explanation for this that I have is that he might have wanted to pass away not due to the bad things he has been through, but because of the bad things he feared would come after this, wanting to maintain that good moment that they had and not have to lose it again.
I feel for both of them. Incredibly sad, whatever way you look at it.
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