Watched it while tripping
Back around 1990 someone gave me a tab of LSD one night. I took it home where "Fail-Safe" was already rented and waiting for a viewing. I decided I'd trip and watch it.
OMG.
Seriously profound experience that stays with me to this day. I realize this film isn't at all considered something in the realm of psychedelia, and of course it shouldn't be. But I can tell you the experience was brilliant and stunningly "human."
I think the main thing I came away with when all was said and done was an honest realization that these disembodied entities we call "Government Agencies," are really just made up of people who on a fundamental level are no different than anyone else. I have never looked at the office of President in the same way since, because I understand fully that there person who is sitting in that office is on an emotional level no more or less human than I am. I see the humanity in every single person I meet because of this film. I keep it to myself, but when I meet with people on even the strictest impersonal terms, I view them privately on very personal terms. When someone tells me something about their life, I listen, and I hear. I try to imagine what they tell me must be like for them. If you tell me you have a 12-year-old daughter, I will spend some time afterward thinking a bit about what are some commonalities that people with 12-year-old-daughters likely share -- what is that experience like, and how does it shape a person?
When I go to the grocery store and pay for my goods, I SEE the person standing there ringing me up. I wonder what it must be like for THEM to be on the other side of that counter. I take note of their expressions, and what they could be feeling.
I do all of these things inside myself, and no one knows that I do them. But I consider it a blessing, this cognitive empathy I feel day in and day out, and I can honestly say that it is all due to my psychedelic experience with the film "Fail Safe."