neverland firsthand: documentary by the MJ estate

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4trDbeFWTY

I am somewhat conflicted - on one hand, MJ was odd - he did hold boys' hands during interviews, he was as touchy as Biden - which I'd argue is not appropriate.

His relationships with women were odd and very possibly all pretend just to dispel rumors. His kids are obviously not his biologically - which supports the previous statement.

One thing that bugged me about this documentary - the sleepovers - at 26:40 mark it states that there's no proof of sleepovers, but even MJ during interviews confirmed that sleepovers were a thing, but in his words, never sexual.

MJ's niece's testimony was pretty good at discrediting one of the accusers though - but there are plenty of other bits which are very difficult to discredit, if only because MJ confirmed them in the interviews when he was alive.

All in all - I can understand what this documentary was trying to do - and it did successfully change my mind about one accuser's credibility - but it failed to convince me that MJ was a normal dude who liked women. Here s the big question - was MJ a pedophile? Or was he an asexual person? You see, asexual people do exist - there is a possiblity that MJ had a Peter Pan syndrome and was completely asexual. Was he one of those people? There are plenty of accusations stating that he wasn't asexual - and was into young boys. If he was an intelligent asexual person, you'd think he'd stop hanging out with young boys after the first accusation. But him having a Peter Pan syndrome - perhaps that sort of lack of social intelligence/awareness prevented him from registering that there was a danger in hanging out with young kids after the first accusation? Or was he a predator - who simply couldn't stop - the need was too strong, and after the first accusation, he realized that he could simply buy people off if they ever made a move against him in court?

All in all, I still don't know what to make of all this. By the way, if you ever listen to his private phone conversations which were posted on youtube, he comes off as being quite feminine - question is, how does this fit into this puzzle?

Anyways...