I'm so attracted to him

sounds like your husband is attracted too? :)

It is so weird that you wrote that because I was just thinking the exact opposite...how he disgusts me sexually, but, (and here's the weird part), for some reason, he makes me sick to look at and I find him repulsive, but if I ever met him, I'd want to '****' him. I don't have to ever worry about that because I live in Texas and have no desire to be anywhere near him, but yeah, that's my weird sexual fetish? and I wouldn't dare tell my husband lol...

The role that got me under his spell was the Hessian. There is just something about those eyes.

His eyes and his smile definitely.