I hate life.

Get this book
https://www.amazon.com/Let-Tell-You-Story-Happiness/dp/1609451236

This is probably the most helpful book I've ever read.

Please don't say things like that - life really is amazing! So what if you're different? You're unique! Accept and embrace being you.

I feel your pain buddy, I really do....

Well, you are an alien, right?

Rejoice in your individualism! And the fact that you live in a place where you can... for the time being anyway.
You need to fight to keep that freedom.

Remember the MEME of the kitten hanging from a tree limb?

Hang In There!

I can't promise you that it will get better but the odds are in your favor.

Best Wishes.