Hi all, I apologise
Well a new forum and for me a new start, after much soul searching I've decided to turn over a new leaf.
I know I was horrible to pretty much everybody on the original RFS board but as a Christian I feel it is my duty to follow Christ's teachings and try to be a better person.So I'd like to use my first post on this board to apologise to some people.
To the poster Cinemachinery I'm really sorry I said that you shouldn't be around your own daughter or her friends because you may be a pedophile.
To the poster Superdude I'm really sorry that I said you were a criminal who was convicted of stalking and abusing your ex partner.
To the poster Gadreel(see I even got your name right) I'm really sorry that I was so mean to you all the time especially when you were always civil to me, and I'm really really sorry for saying you weren't a Christian and making fun of you when you posted your marriage was over.
To the poster Londonbird I'm really sorry for making fun of you by calling you Essex girl that was childish of me. I'm also sorry I made light of your health issues. I admit I am jealous of you and the wonderful life you have, this caused me to lash out with out thinking as a fellow Christian I humbly beg your forgiveness.
To the poster VomiisaCaasi I'm really sorry I said that the FBI should search your computer for child pornography of the homosex kind. I often project my own faults and experiences onto others as a defence mechanism as I have real problems acknowledging the faults in my own attitude and behaviour.
I pray you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
To the poster Big Al I'm really sorry that I said you were masturbating to a photograph of me and my 8 yr old son,I'm self conscious about my appearance and don't like others to look at me and comment on how unattractive I am,what I said was unforgivable but I hope once you see how much I've changed you'll give me another chance.
And to all the others on the original RFS who I've needlessly abused and lied about over the years I offer my sincerest apologies and hope this new board will mark a new chapter in my interactions with others both online and in real life.
Such was my shame at my behaviour on the RFS board I wasn't even going to create an account here but when my friend Erjen told me someone had created a fake account using my name and avatar I felt I had no choice but to come here as myself and own up to all my past mistakes.
All I'm asking for is a chance to prove I've changed and for posters who do know me to give me a chance to show you I'm not ro horrible nasty person you all take me to be.
Thank you all.